Nessus square my Mars/Pluto/Venus stellium - I've had a very rough time with unrequited love/feelings and the couple that have gone anywhere have been ... unsettling. Also semisquares my Sun/Saturn conjunction.DNA conjunct Sun/Regulus - While I've taken a liking to daylight/sunny weather (10 months of third-shift work more than a decade ago was 10 months too long, and I used to be nocturnal by nature then!), I am noticing myself watching moles/pigmentation more... Yet I don't trust sunscreens as I've heard one or more ingredients may react with sunlight and actually cause the conditions one would hope to prevent. Plus the fact I'm usually chalking up most of the sun exposure during my breaks at work walking the nature path, thus sunscreen odor in an office environment the rest of the day...?
Just noticed Cupido is conjunct my Sun as well. This will be very relevant when analyzing the synastries I've had down below.
2442 Corbett conjunct my Saturn - Current governor of PA and I work in IT for PA. I will tell you that I've yet to encounter a coworker that likes this guy. Seeing the pool of potential replacements as governor should Corbett lose or not run in 2014? It's another addition to my desire to get out of this time zone, I'll put it that way.
Nyx conjunt Sun (1 - 1.5 deg orb) - As I said, used to be nocturnal and still have the night owl in me.
Destinn/Medusa/Rudra/Messalina conjunct on Alcyone, square Sun/Saturn/DNA/Nyx/Cupido (if Sun/Saturn taken together), sesquiquadrate Mars/Pluto/Venus stellium, semisquare Nessus - Yeah my involvement with women tends to be incendiary.
Karma conjunct Algol - Ouch. I'll put it that way. 18824 Graves being with Karma on that star does not escape my notice.
Apophis conjunct Midheaven - Jobs don't last long with me, or if they do they're jobs I'm in for too long. Perhaps a career in demolitions is in order? Or I'd blow myself up... Maybe not demolitions.
Pyrrhus/Achilles conjunct North Node - Perhaps I'm destined to succeed, but at grave cost?
And synastry with ex's with these asteroids/fixed stars?
- Destinn/Medusa/Rudra/Messalina conjuncted college ex's Mars, so her Mars squared my Sun/Saturn/Cupido/DNA/Nyx, Sesquiquadrated my Mars/Pluto/Venus and semisquared my Nessus. Apocalyptic. Still had periodic contact until a few years ago. Last apocalyptic contact was right around the time of the disaster with the next ex, amplifying the events of that time period. During our actual time together we took many walks at night around campus and in the college town. EDIT: Double-checked and noticed college ex's Nymphe was on my South Node, her Valentine on my Midheaven/Apophis, and she had Pan conjunct Mars (1.5 deg orb). Also had her Union on my Saturn (square her Pan/Adonis, and her Eros opposite my Saturn/her Union completed the T-square). This synastry was even more troublesome than I first suspected.
- Nessus conjuncted the next ex's Mars. She found I knew an old crush of hers and used me to get to him. Nearly destroyed my involvement with him and an entire group of people as I was that traumatized. Partly responsible for me seeing a counselor for several months, and the final contact with the college ex pushed me over as well. The car accident I had with a semi a couple months later did not help, nor did the death of my primary laptop which I depended on for two of my three jobs at the time which severely crippled my ability to do one of those jobs and the aftermath of which probably led to the demise of another.
- The last one that led me on and got involved with one of my friends behind my back? Her north node on my Karma/Algol (1.5 deg orb). Nearly destroyed a lifelong friendship in the process and I'm still not sitting well with this. Also led me to no longer going to a former favorite establishment as she still works there.
- And another recent previous unrequited that nearly ended my involvement with an entire circle of friends? She has Algol Rising. So her Ascendant on my Karma/Algol. She was acutely aware of my issue with the last actual ex I had given that this unrequited one was related/roommates with one of the involved parties. Months later, proceeds to do a similar action that my ex did. Somehow I managed to not go full-psychotic or off myself.
I haven't checked the transits for the time periods, but if November 2009-July 2010, and an encore performance in July/August 2011 didn't convince me to do that, nothing will. Beginning of November 2009-late February 2010 was effectively my darkest hour, so I may want to check those as a review check / guard against future, similar transits.
Needless to say I check all synastry aspects very closely in all future potentials as I've been burnt very (extremely) badly in the past.
This kinda got long, but there you have it.